Non trans stuff

I'm stressed to the hilt because of work at the moment. It's one of those situations where the people at the very very very top have made things shit for those at the bottom and they're going to get worse before they get better. I wrote a huge rant out on my other LJ (because I had to flock the whole thing), watched last week's Russell Howard's Good News. Which is so fecking funny I laugh out laugh for most of the half of hour. And then the ending brought me to tears. If you're in the UK - episode 3, go check out iplayer. If you're not, shame. I'll have to see if I can find the clip he played at the end on youtube for you or something because I think it's something we could all do with reminding ourselves.

So I laughed and laughed. And now I feel all drained. I figure that it's me having laughed some of my tension away.

I need to go figure on all this stress. I can't live my life like this. And right now, my stress is bigger than my transition or my dysphoria.