Am I odd?

I mean more odd than normal. But have just watched Knocked Up. I enjoyed it. But then I well. Ahem.

Anyway. So it brought him again that horrible female desire to carry a child. It sits side by side with the decide to be a father one day. Maybe.

I have a tendency to want things that can't fit together. Sometimes it does work out and something I miss the boat. It still cuts me up inside that I learnt about polyamory AFTER I had left one person that I loved for another, after suggesting that I go out with both of them. I can tie myself in knots trying to fit things together, but things will always get missed out. Oh look, there's that pining again . . .