VERY quick post

Nothing bring on freak out about body more than being naked with someone else. Thought it was something we had sorted. Apparently not. I should have read the warning signs last night. He enjoyed it so much.

And now he's doing stuff in the same room and I feel self-conscious.

Feel so bad. So down. Hate not having a job. Miss Craig. Want it to be easier to visit sparks.

Must walk dog now.