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meegoshCrept up on me. Left me nearly throwing up with pain. Crippled with pain.
And the only thing I hate this time is that it feels such as weakness that I shouldn't have because no man should suffer from this. I don't want the excess female or male hormones so I'm not sure what to do about this pain. It's never been this bad but I do know I can suffer horribly from the curse pain. The pill solved the problem before, I don't fear the female hormones except for the fact that last time they made my breasts grow. At more than 30F now I can't afford to get bigger unless they're going to then cause me pain, which means I then qualify for an NHS breast reduction. But I don't want them getting any bigger.
Wish I knew what to do. Afterall, I don't want the female hormones, I don't want the male ones, and any GP is going to suggest the pill or such variant and I would have to explain why I didn't want it. It could get complicated real quick. But then I might find I actually have a very sympathetic GP who understands and will help me out. I've only met my GP once and she was very helpful, but I'm not sure I'm yet in a place to explain how I feel about my gender.
Oh bloody period GO AWAY
And the only thing I hate this time is that it feels such as weakness that I shouldn't have because no man should suffer from this. I don't want the excess female or male hormones so I'm not sure what to do about this pain. It's never been this bad but I do know I can suffer horribly from the curse pain. The pill solved the problem before, I don't fear the female hormones except for the fact that last time they made my breasts grow. At more than 30F now I can't afford to get bigger unless they're going to then cause me pain, which means I then qualify for an NHS breast reduction. But I don't want them getting any bigger.
Wish I knew what to do. Afterall, I don't want the female hormones, I don't want the male ones, and any GP is going to suggest the pill or such variant and I would have to explain why I didn't want it. It could get complicated real quick. But then I might find I actually have a very sympathetic GP who understands and will help me out. I've only met my GP once and she was very helpful, but I'm not sure I'm yet in a place to explain how I feel about my gender.
Oh bloody period GO AWAY
