ups and downs

So tigger goes his tail back this week. I would go so far to say that earlier this week I had a really fun time at work. Or that's how things felt as I bounced around thursday evening into friday morning. Bounce bounce. Tigger and his tail.

Friday was a nose dive. Nightmares back. Sleeping badly. Tried to get an early finish on friday because I didn;t feel very well. Not bad enough to request to go home sick but bad enough I didn't want to be still in work at 6. I didn't get the early finish. I'm fairly sure that this is stress about the situation next week. Well that and the fact I'm running out of time to decide whether to drive over and watch the grand prix with work pet or not. His friend will be there too. But mainly work causing stress. 

I promise there's trans stuff in this post. I promise.

Or maybe not so much. Things tick along. Dave tries but continues to be uncomfortable. I can't really blame him but selfishly that doesn't really help me. I'm sick of being a girlfriend. I have lots of non transition stuff I need to get on with but I think that itch that drives to work towards passing it building up again.

Right, time to get on with stuff again.