Mar. 28th, 2011

meegosh: (Default)
My family are no longer willing to out me to him. My sister has offered to help me tell my step mum. I have to say that I am losing interest though. I want to just go home and get on with my transition.

I am really knackered from lack of rest this weekend. Trying to grab some now. I learnt from my sister that I am having panic attacks in my sleep. Or what my sister described as being very distressed in my sleep. And certainly when I remember my dreams they are often distressed. Yeah I know, all these panic attacks serve to remind me that my mental health problems aren't solved by the anti-depressants, as much as they've helped my mood/helped me cope.

I'm feeling the need to curl back up in isolation again. I'm ready to return home and get cracking at work again. Just need some more rest first.

Profile

meegosh: (Default)
meegosh

July 2011

S M T W T F S
      1 2
3 456789
10 111213141516
1718192021 2223
24252627282930
31      

Most Popular Tags

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Jul. 21st, 2017 08:35 pm
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios