Jan. 26th, 2011

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It would seem that I have ignored the warning signs. There has been a growing undercurrent of depression growing again.

Today it caused tears at work, half an hour of crying in my car once I had finished work, oh and a little self harm, but my knife is blunt so you can barely call it harm. Work pushed me over the edge and I'm not honestly sure I can face my manager tomorrow. I know I don't deal well with disappointment. Yes I frankly suck at it really. But well, undercurrent. Falling apart. Got to pull myself together again for work. tomorrow. Will probably spend my evening watching Glee in an effort to cheer myself up. Skin crawling. Just want to curl up and cry.

Right, doing stuff rather than dwelling.

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